so finally i got answers to my questions. it was something that was beyond my imagination.
i was trying hard to find out what exactly was going on and who was that other me. i started thinking about it carefully from the beginning. so it all happened before i arrived, that means somebody knew about my plans that i would be coming home and meeting my friends. that duplicate of mine also knew that who all friends i am going to meet.
now the question was, how did she knew. i never discussed this with anyone. only i knew about it. she knew the people i knew and she targeted them. i don't know but for some reason i thought that she read my mind. she knew every next step of mine.
this could only be possible if she was a ghost or my shadow. ghost seemed to fit less as what ghost would look like me, and even if i were to believe that then why would that ghost pretend to be me and meet people i knew. a ghost can harm anyone like this only if it wants. she didn't even harmed anyone.
there must be some reason why it was me- i said to myself. i went to a priest and told him everything that happened. he asked me to come to him again by evening. i went again and this time he did nothing but kept looking at my face and then saw my palm.
his face looked tensed and pale while watching my palm. i asked what the matter was.
he said that he knew somebody who had faced similar incidents. then the priest continued -" i knew what happened with him, i guess that is the case with you too. the only person that can help you is you, yourself."
i was now really worried and asked him to explain everything in detail.
he said-" the person who met your friends and family pretending to be you, was nobody else but you."(i was shocked, like how could it be me).... he continued..." that was your other self which is born out of you. that entity is your shadow and looks exactly like you but with a different thought perspective.
it is born when you are struggling with your own conflicting thoughts and emotions. your shadow is always the opposite of you as the thoughts of hatred, rebellion, revenge, etc are the base of it's formation.
it will start living as your shadow, will be hidden in the beginning and then will come out to face your world. it will slowly try to take your place. it is the dark side of yours. and one day will come when you will see it face-to-face, you must get rid of it then or else it will kill you and start living for you at your place."
i was shocked. how could it be. the priest told me that i must have been struggling with my thoughts lately and was planning to do something else but ended up doing something else. this must have given birth to my shadow.
i was walking back towards my home thinking about it. i feared that what if my shadow comes in front of me, how will i get rid of it. i wasn't able to collect my thoughts to recognize what exactly gave birth to it.
a big question was answered but it only gave birth to more questions whose answers i was seeking desperately by questioning myself again and again.
i was trying hard to find out what exactly was going on and who was that other me. i started thinking about it carefully from the beginning. so it all happened before i arrived, that means somebody knew about my plans that i would be coming home and meeting my friends. that duplicate of mine also knew that who all friends i am going to meet.
now the question was, how did she knew. i never discussed this with anyone. only i knew about it. she knew the people i knew and she targeted them. i don't know but for some reason i thought that she read my mind. she knew every next step of mine.
this could only be possible if she was a ghost or my shadow. ghost seemed to fit less as what ghost would look like me, and even if i were to believe that then why would that ghost pretend to be me and meet people i knew. a ghost can harm anyone like this only if it wants. she didn't even harmed anyone.
there must be some reason why it was me- i said to myself. i went to a priest and told him everything that happened. he asked me to come to him again by evening. i went again and this time he did nothing but kept looking at my face and then saw my palm.
his face looked tensed and pale while watching my palm. i asked what the matter was.
he said that he knew somebody who had faced similar incidents. then the priest continued -" i knew what happened with him, i guess that is the case with you too. the only person that can help you is you, yourself."
i was now really worried and asked him to explain everything in detail.
he said-" the person who met your friends and family pretending to be you, was nobody else but you."(i was shocked, like how could it be me).... he continued..." that was your other self which is born out of you. that entity is your shadow and looks exactly like you but with a different thought perspective.
it is born when you are struggling with your own conflicting thoughts and emotions. your shadow is always the opposite of you as the thoughts of hatred, rebellion, revenge, etc are the base of it's formation.
it will start living as your shadow, will be hidden in the beginning and then will come out to face your world. it will slowly try to take your place. it is the dark side of yours. and one day will come when you will see it face-to-face, you must get rid of it then or else it will kill you and start living for you at your place."
i was shocked. how could it be. the priest told me that i must have been struggling with my thoughts lately and was planning to do something else but ended up doing something else. this must have given birth to my shadow.
i was walking back towards my home thinking about it. i feared that what if my shadow comes in front of me, how will i get rid of it. i wasn't able to collect my thoughts to recognize what exactly gave birth to it.
a big question was answered but it only gave birth to more questions whose answers i was seeking desperately by questioning myself again and again.
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